Courage the cowardly dog

The silence has been killing me! When I started this blog I was determined to keep it updated on the regular.  I was excited that I'd finally started something I've been thinking about starting for as long as I remember! Then I lost grip of my enthusiasm... The "I'll do it tomorrow voice" that haunts all my grand plans whispered assuredly that it was ok to hold it off just one more day.  Sadly this voice of cowardice seems to be more sure of my plans than I am, it's confident in my inability to follow through on my dreams and it definitely gives me a run for my money when it comes to not reaching the finish line.  Let me just say, this is not a self bashing post, I don't believe in psychologically trashing myself to get things done, but I do strive to honestly acknowledge my shortcomings and let's just say, I'm somewhat of a "courage the cowardly dog" when it comes to what I want. I hardly ever stick to something long enough for it to work, whether it's diets or daily plans at work, my well thought out timetable somehow dwindles into the background after some time.


The twist - I find it so easy to assist others with following through with their goals and plans. Im that girl who'll skip my game to go cheer on a friend at theirs.  Theres a well known theory that psychologists are the most issue ridden people you'll find, yet they are happy to sit for hours counseling others through their baggage. I guess I avoid my fear of failure by concentrating on others? I don't know...


However! Being the optimist that I am, I am ever getting back up and trying again and again, and I will continue to do so until I get it right. Eventually I will get it right, until then, peace love happiness.


xoxo